1/06/2005

Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of.

Thanks to Allison, I've been thinking about fat. Slate asks us this question: "Can you be a fat female and also an object of desire? "

Sigh. This is such an issue for me. I am in a constant state of weight anxiety, and have been all my life. When I think of the skinny years I wasted being convinced I was grotesquely obese, I just want to scream. In college, I weighed 100 pounds. And all I wanted in the world was to lose the five pounds that stood between me and eternal loveliness. I was convinced that if I could just peel off that layer of hideous blubber, I would be thin and beautiful. Did I mention that at the time I weighed 100 pounds? By the end of law school, I weighed 107 pounds. I obsessed over my weight. I thought about it constantly. I ate bagels "Jewish girl stye." (What? You don't know what that is? You cut the bagel in half, scrape out the inside, and eat a shell of a bagel. Mmm. Not.) I bought clothes in a size two, whether or not they fit, because the idea of being a size four made me weep. Let me repeat that -- I was upset about being a size 4.

When I married Michael the first thing he did was put some weight on me. He grew up in a completely integrated neighborhood, and all the first objects of his desire were African-American girls. If a baby don't got back, he's not interested. I've always had me some back, but he wanted more. By the time I got pregnant with Sophie, I was up to 112 (horrors.) Is anyone noticing that while I cannot remember my children's names, how old they were when they took their first steps, or what I ate for breakfast, I can recite my weights through the years with precision? I put on over 50 pounds when I was pregnant. Yes I did. For the first time in my life I ate whatever I wanted. Ice cream sundaes every night? Bring it on! Whipped cream on my pancakes? Bring it on! Butter on that croissant? Oh yeah. How about butter on my steak? That too. You know what? Five months after Sophie was born, I was down to 115. I had a trainer who was a methamphetamine addict, something that every overweight person with adequate resources should consider. He couldn't stop moving, and so I got thin. Objectively thin. But I thought I was fat. Huge. Obese.

Then Zeke. Up another 55 pounds, and then down to 114! Then up to 117. Where I hovered, despite my feelings of self-loathing. Then the baby that wasn't. That pushed me to 120. Another fifty pounds with Rosie. And down again, but only to 120, again. Never to that beloved 117 which I am convinced is the key to slenderness. Then Abraham. Sixty pounds. Yes. Sixty. Shut up. I had to have a root beer float every night. EVERY NIGHT. Because I did. Just because.

OK, so this is getting boring. Let me just say that I now weigh 122 pounds and I'm in a state of panic. I hate my body. I hate the flap of skin and fat that hangs over the waistband of my underpants and pooches out my slacks. I hate the saddlebags of crumpled and dotted skin on my thighs. I hate the way the flesh on the underside of my arms sway in the wind.

And you know what? If you saw me, you'd think I was a normal human being. You might even say I was in decent shape. More importantly, my husband thinks I'm hot. He loves my flap of a stomach. He loves my huge ass. So what gives? Why am I so tortured by this? Why aren't I just happy and grateful for him? Why do I evaluate my bipolar medication based on whether or not it makes me gain weight, instead of how well it controls my mood swings? Why am I such a moron?

122 Comments:

Blogger Anshel's Wife said...

You wanna feel good? Come stand next to me. I'm TWO of you!

I also go through this thing that you go through, but I really am fat. And the craziest thing is that my husband still loves me and wants to hug and kiss me. He would like me to lose weight. There is the promise of a Chanel suit if I actually get to my ideal weight.

But I am no longer upset with skinny people who think they are fat. If for some reason you aren't happy with yourself, get happy. As long as it's not illegal or going to hurt anyone.

January 6, 2005 at 4:37 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Did anyone ever tell you how gorgeous you look in this blog?

Yatima

January 6, 2005 at 4:40 PM  
Blogger St. Casserole said...

I think something is wrong with today and not us. I feel like a lump, too. And so do all the women I've spoken with today. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

January 6, 2005 at 4:48 PM  
Blogger DovBear said...

How old are you? That's the context missing here.

January 6, 2005 at 5:32 PM  
Blogger gayle said...

Ayelet, you are such a beauty! It breaks my heart the way we beat ourselves up (I still do it myself, despite all of my body-positive work.)

I am working on a book that explores the cultural and personal history of the thigh, and would love to include your voice in the project. I'm calling the book Thunder Thighs to try to claim the power that's in that part of our body (and erase the shame that those two words usually inspire.) Let me know if you (or any of your devoted readers!) would like me to send you my thigh survey. You can be anonymous, if you'd like. Feel free to email me at thighbook at hotmail dot com.

xo
gayle

January 6, 2005 at 5:42 PM  
Blogger ayeletw said...

I wish there was one of those little symbols to express the following emotion: A catch in the throat, a grateful smile, a little emotional hiccup. Thanks guys.
Oh, and I turned FORTY on December 11. But don't tell anyone, because when Love and Other Impossible Pursuits comes out I might have to tell everyone I'm 35 in order to score better publicity.

January 6, 2005 at 6:07 PM  
Blogger aha said...

First of all, I think you look fabulous. I am currently experiencing the complete opposite of what you're going through. I had my first child in July, an adorable little girl. I thought breastfeeding would be the way to go. It's good for the baby and a great way to lose all those extra pregnancy pounds. And then some! I gained 28 pounds while I was pregnant and have since lost 43. I was not that big to begin with. I fear I will soon be freakishly small. Baby's doing great, though. You should see her thunder thighs!

January 6, 2005 at 6:12 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think all of us mamas of many need to make peace with the pooch. I've yet to meet a real mama who has managed to completely get rid of it (if you have, congratulations! but don't tell me—I'd rather believe it's impossible).

Just a word of wisdom, however. If for some reason you feel the need to buy a foundation garment to hide the pooch, leave your three under seven at home. My imps were, of course, bored in the changing room as I compared various styles and effects, so they started pushing each other around, yelling, "Poosh! Poosh!" which eventually turned into "Pooch! Pooch!"

So there I am, in the changing room in Dayton's lingerie department, trying on foundation garments with three small children dancing around and singing, "Pooch! Pooch! Pooch! Pooch!"

I decided it was time to buy a different dress instead.
Cathy

January 6, 2005 at 6:38 PM  
Blogger 21st Century Mom said...

Clearly your mother is to blame for your body hangups.

bwahahahahahaha.....

January 6, 2005 at 7:45 PM  
Blogger Psycho Kitty said...

The thing is that a woman in America today can't win. I had a college roommate who was very thin and people would actually walk up to her and suggest she get help for her anorexia. Later in college, she gained a few pounds and got a little booty, though she was still very slender, and people started teasing her about her "weight gain." WTF? And whose approval are we looking for, anyway? Like your Michael, most men don't put much emphasis on a woman's weight. And other women, I've noticed, actually get kind of bitchy if you start looking thinner than they think they are. We are one messed up people.
I'll bet you look absolutely gorgeous. And if it makes you feel any better, I gained 50 with my first baby, and 70 with my second. 7-0. Woot!

January 6, 2005 at 8:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

There is a great book you should read about this called, "The Fat Girl's Guide to Life" by Wendy Shanker. It's a great book about dealing with the insanity of weight and her point is that "Fat" applies to anyone who thinks of themselves that way--which is every woman I know of except maybe for Gwyneth "Fish Stick" Paltrow (not that I know her, but anyway....).
The thing is guys like a girl with curves. It doesn't surprise me that Michael was into you being a bit more thick. Girls dig skinny way more than guys too and I think that's still shocking for most women. We expect every guy to be as tough on us as Vouge is and most of them could care less. Okay maybe they'd notice if we weighed 200 pounds, but a man will always go for the girl with T and A before some skinny chick and despite knowing that I'm still shocked everytime this happens. So ease up there Ayelet, you got your man, your babies, your books--you could up to 185 and still be a rock star. Too bad you don't know that.

--Amy in Seattle

January 6, 2005 at 8:24 PM  
Blogger ayeletw said...

It's great to see that I'm not the only one who's crazy, and that we all realize we're nuts. My goal is to end this mishogas here, not to hand it down for another generation. I never NEVER talk about my weight in front of my kids. Michael is always pointing out gorgeous heavy women and saying things like, "Wow, she is so beautiful." Maybe Sophie and Rosie will figure out a way to feel good about themselves. Around her the girls all wear midrif tops, even if they have a big roll sticking out. I think it's kind of fabulous. I mean, I'm not hugely in love with the style, but I like that it's not limited to the skinnies.

January 7, 2005 at 8:06 AM  
Blogger Rose Thetis said...

You've already heard what a stud you are, but I know that doesn't make a difference because those feelings will continue to nag you. During one of the worst periods of my life (late teens/early 20s) I was a long distant runner and weighed about 105 pounds. Despite the crazy time (bulimic/terrorized by a cult to name a few reasons) I MISS the weight. It sometimes makes me nostalgic for that time of my life. Crazy. I'm glad your boy toy doesn't contribute to it. He's a keeper.

January 7, 2005 at 8:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I too am never at the "magic weight" that will make me happy. Same for success, I fear. And I imagine that might be true for you too:

(from the Contra Costa Times) "Now Waldman is testament to how much can happen in four years. She had two more children. She wrote five more Mommy-Track Mysteries (the most recent to be published next year). She wrote the Times Book Club selection "Daughter's Keeper." She just finished another literary book, which started bidding wars at publishing houses all over Europe and was bought by Disney for the movies."

Not to sound all Carrie Bradshaw, but "when is enough enough?"

January 7, 2005 at 8:47 AM  
Blogger TC said...

My weight story is almost EXACTLY the same as yours, Ayelet. Except for the obsession part. Because I really almost never cared about what I weighed. And I was skinny when I was young, really skinny. And I bulked up as I got older. and I gained 44 pounds with my first pregnancy, then lost most of it. Then gained 50 pounds with my second pregnancy, and lost most of it. Then went a little crazy, and lost more and more and more. (Gotta love anxiety.) Then went on meds and gained.

And so know, at the age of 40 (like you) and standing at 5 feet and 1 inch (how tall are you, anyway?) I weigh 128. URGH. And suddenly, I care. I care a lot. So I'm dieting, seriously, for the first time in my life. Before the holidays, I went from an all-time high (by almost 20 pounds) of 135, to 121, but obviously, I've slipped a bit.

My point? Although I thought I was going to be the perfect mother in this sense, because I really didn't care, and it really didn't matter--until I really did get fat, when it suddenly really did matter--now my daughter constantly asks me if things are on my diet. "Is that Core?" she'll say. Or, "How many points is that?" Sigh. Is there really any way to prevent infecting our children. I don't think there is...

January 7, 2005 at 10:27 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Because most people are raised or conditioned to be afraid of large (or even reasonably-sized) female bodies. My parents were very critical of my weight, and later on a psychiatrist cheerfully informed them that might be linked to my sister's bullemia.

I am a very heavy woman. So heavy that I am magically invisible (People don't look at me, or look at me with distain. They don't hear me, or value what I have to say, or feel that I COULD have anything to say.). Still, unaccountably, my husband adores me and thinks I'm the best person in the world. He'd like me to lose weight, but only if I want to, because he likes curvy women.

But overall, even with childhood obesity on the rise, women (particularly white women) want their children to be thin. I don't know why people are so afraid of a healthy weight, but they are. You are no different than anyone else of our generation, unfortunately. But it's good that you're trying not to let that negativity "get" your daughters, although I am sure they hear it from their friends and their frends mothers.

My sister-in-law is worried because her daughter is heavier than normal for her age. Her own sister is over a standard weight, and she's concerned that her daughter has interited those genes instead of her wear-a-girdle thin ones. She talks about it incessently, and explains to anyone who'll listen that soon her daugher will lose her baby fat and become svelte. Did I mention that her daughter IS a baby? An eight-month-old cheerful, chubby, happy, baby. And I fear for her.

k

January 7, 2005 at 1:26 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow, Ayelet . . . you know you've hit a collective nerve when a post gets this many responses so fast, eh?

Any chance of cloning your husband and putting the clone up for bid on ebay? Lucky girl. :)

Count me among the sad sacks . . . I'm currently seeing a therapist (something I actually loathe doing, so hopefully it will be short term). She asked me to write a 'weight history', similar to what you describe about your weight and how it changed over the years. Can someone please explain to me how it is possible that I was just as unhappy with my body back when it weighed 90 fewer pounds than my highest weight? Good Lord. Now, I know that I was at the most just a few pounds 'overweight.' But with the level of obsession I had about it, it may as well have been a hundred. About 4 years ago, I dropped about 60 pounds and have kept them off. And wouldn't you know . . . still not much happier than I was before, because I'm not 'there' yet.

Someone just take me out back and shoot me. I know it's a common issue, but my own self-absorption is really tiring.

I think it's great that you are careful about the role modeling you do in front of your kids. I was hugely influenced by my mother's feelings about weight - both hers and my own. I did not take after her genetically; she's short and on the petite side; I'm 5' 9" . . . she's distressed by my height and body frame alone, even when it's skinny. It took me years to stand up straight and actually inhabit this body of mine. Always be careful what you say to your kids . . . I remember every last rotten thing my mother said to me. I think my favorite experience was right after I graduated from college (summa cum laude, mind you), and she called me and said "I don't want to offend you, but for your graduation present I thought I'd pay for you to go to Jenny Craig. You're going to have a hard time finding a job looking like that . . . and just think, you need a new wardrobe. You'll be so mad at yourself if you have to spend all that money on big clothes." At the time, I was probably about 40-50 pounds overweight. Can I borrow your blog to say "Thanks Mommie Dearest . . . bitch." :)

January 7, 2005 at 1:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I went through the same ups and downs, almost the exact weights, with my three pregnancies.With magic baby number three I gained my typical huge amount of weight but it didn't come off so fast, even with round the clock nursing (insatiable little guy). Four years later I am sporting the flab, and my oldest is in residential treatment for anorexia. Did I complain too much around her? Do I blame myself for unwillingly promoting "lookism'? Yes. Now my beautiful 14 year old is going through hell battling this insidious disease. I am learning to love and respect my body, even though I secretly rage against the extra flab!
(and thank you for the wonderful books Ayelet! I love your articles and this blog)
Mel

January 11, 2005 at 6:42 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow. I must say that I find all of this distress over weight strangely comforting. At 5'6" I weigh over 200 pounds, though a nice, curvy 200, not a puffy, sloppy 200. And do you know what? I like my body - quite a bit. This is a fact that I find remarkable when I consider that this hasn't always been so, that I flirted with an eating disorder at 14 and again at 24. Now I'm 34 and I'm viewing my body in a new light. My body is the vessel that carries me through life. It is my best tool, both for life's tasks and for self-expression. It's unique because I'm unique. I wouldn't want it any other way.

That being said, I am currently trying to shed some pounds. I realize that though my fat is beautifully soft and fun, it is also a bit hard on my heart. Since my father is diabetic it poses another risk as well. So I'm gradually increasing my activity and fresh produce intake, while nearly eliminating saturated fat, refined sugar and other processed foods. It's remarkable how delicious healthy foods are, and how satisfying.

Anyway, I though I'd "weigh in" on the issue from the other side. Being what we are is only a problem if we buy into what others think we should be. "Should" is a very dangerous word indeed.

May 12, 2005 at 3:24 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

As a 21 year old woman, I don't know if my perspective will be overlooked or scoffed at, but I must admit I am disappointed in all of these responses.

No wonder our daughters are so confused about their bodies. No wonder our daughters can not look in the mirror for one minute without any sense of self-doubt. I have a mother who is very similiar to all of you. I suffered from an eating disorder in college and I struggle with it every single day of my life. Please, for the sake of your daughters STOP IT! STOP COMPARING YOUR WEIGHTS! STOP LETTING THE QUALITY OF YOUR LIFE BE DICTATED TO YOU BY A STUPID LITTLE NUMBER ON A SCALE.

Easier said than done, I know. The insecurity of a woman is a dangerous thing.

August 8, 2005 at 6:31 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i have a three year only daughter, and i was searching under ethnic modeling agency and i was wondering if anyone knew anything about **baby-modeling **. i think it would be fun

October 6, 2005 at 5:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

One of the most troublesome way to go through life, is having to deal with an eating disorder. Thank you so much for putting up this blog to help others learn more about the dibilitating facts of these eating disorders

October 7, 2005 at 7:05 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Vous avez un blog très agréable et je l'aime, je vais placer un lien de retour à lui dans un de mon blogs qui égale votre contenu. Il peut prendre quelques jours mais je ferai besure pour poster un nouveau commentaire avec le lien arrière.

Merci pour est un bon blogger.

October 8, 2005 at 9:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have it's cool too.

October 12, 2005 at 3:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi, I was impressed with your comments on harcourt publisher school. I too have an interest in harcourt publisher school and we are always looking for new articles and information on harcourt publisher school . Please give us a visit when you have time.

October 21, 2005 at 5:46 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just came across your blog about diet liquid and wanted to drop you a note telling you how impressed I was with the information you have posted here. I also have a web site & blog about diet liquid

October 22, 2005 at 3:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey, you have a great blog here! I'm definitely going to bookmark you!

I have a prescription weight loss site. It pretty much covers prescription weight loss related stuff.

Come and check it out if you get time :-)

-----------------------------------------------------

October 23, 2005 at 7:55 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Whatever it is,baby center you can get it herebaby center

October 23, 2005 at 2:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Comment

October 24, 2005 at 7:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Signature

October 25, 2005 at 3:20 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Consider the power of being able to create incoming links to your site any time you want them...

October 27, 2005 at 5:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just came across your blog about nursing employment and wanted to drop you a note telling you how impressed I was with the information you have posted here. I also have a web site about nursing employment so I know what I'm talking about when I say your site is top-notch! Keep up the great work, you are providing a great resource on the Internet here! If you get a chance, please stop by nursing employment

October 28, 2005 at 7:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

good resource here. I would also link to beauty spa product

October 29, 2005 at 4:48 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow, I really like this one. I have a website that talks mostly about direct email marketing You should check it out sometime.

October 31, 2005 at 6:27 AM  
Blogger Roberto Iza Valdés said...

This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

October 31, 2005 at 10:35 AM  
Blogger Roberto Iza Valdés said...

This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

October 31, 2005 at 12:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Great site for people who like Fat.

Click here to see about Fat related stuff.

Thanks

Fat

October 31, 2005 at 9:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

For more useful informaiton visit our site about internet marketing company

November 2, 2005 at 2:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

a lot of premium products and services being offered for free. What’s best is that there is a seemingly

November 2, 2005 at 7:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nice Blog about wholesale book. I also have a Blog/Website about wholesale book which is why I enjoyed this blog so much. Keep up the excellent work! Check out my site if you have a moment.

November 3, 2005 at 11:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I really enjoyed the content in this blog about adult lingerie. Check out my blog/Website about adult lingerie see if there is anything there you would be interested in. Christmas is just around the corner!

November 4, 2005 at 1:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

GROW IT YOURSELF!

November 5, 2005 at 12:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ayelet Waldman hi there, nice to see a good content blog,
I'm looking for information on download arabic mp3 song this is how i arrived at
your site,this wasn't quite what i was looking for
but hey it's great to see a good up to date Blog, I see
why i found your site when i was looking for download arabic mp3 song
I enjoyed your page and will definitly be returning soon.
Thanks for a great read, perhaps your could come and visit
my site soon and see what you think of it http://mp3freeonline.com/ GoodLuck joel.

November 5, 2005 at 6:58 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What a great blog for fat farm. I am going to have to bookmark this blog for when I want to learn more about fat farm.

I think anyone interested in fat farm would find my site interesting and entertaining. Stop by when you have time.

November 5, 2005 at 8:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ayelet Waldman hi there, nice to see a good content blog,
I'm looking for information on digital download music this is how i arrived at
your site,this wasn't quite what i was looking for
but hey it's great to see a good up to date Blog, I see
why i found your site when i was looking for digital download music
I enjoyed your page and will definitly be returning soon.
Thanks for a great read, perhaps your could come and visit
my site soon and see what you think of it http://mp3freeonline.com/ GoodLuck joel.

November 6, 2005 at 8:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just ran across your post while conducting some research on various sites. Even though it wasn't really what I was searching for, I think the people who visit your site might still be interested in reading our reviews of various sites including . I started creating these review sites to help people determine what's good and what's bad on the net. As you know, the more information people have before spending their hard earned money, the better. Your readers can even add their opinions for others to read. BTW, I enjoyed reading your posts.

November 10, 2005 at 10:15 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

One Day Diet - The Quickest Way to Lose Weight

November 11, 2005 at 6:17 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Many of the products are physician formulated!

November 11, 2005 at 2:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Check Out eating disorder poem website at: eating disorder poem

November 13, 2005 at 5:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Tone and build lean muscle. Improve elasticity of your skin. Improve appearance of hair and nails.

November 15, 2005 at 6:24 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey did you know you can get a free ipod pretty easily?
just go to www.getipodsforfree.com, sign up and do an offer

November 17, 2005 at 9:07 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Are you sick of standing in line for Holiday purchases? Now you dont have to and you can save 20%. We just reduced our prices 20% in celebration of the holidays. Choose from Electronics, Clothes, Kitchen Items, Beautiful Jewelry, Toys, Watches and more. Over 15000 items to choose from all at reduced prices.

http://www.worldgifthaven.com

corporate gift idea

November 19, 2005 at 5:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I enjoyed your bra community type blog. You should check out this lingerie site : **SexyBedroomAttire.com**

November 19, 2005 at 11:27 AM  
Blogger Roberto Iza Valdés said...

This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

November 19, 2005 at 11:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey you should come to this site about adult personals pic

Its here click on adult personals pic

November 22, 2005 at 9:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ayelet Waldman hi there, nice to see a good content blog,
I'm looking for information on 80s music online this is how i arrived at
your site,this wasn't quite what i was looking for
but hey it's great to see a good up to date Blog, I see
why i found your site when i was looking for 80s music online
I enjoyed your page and will definitly be returning soon.
Thanks for a great read, perhaps your could come and visit
my site soon and see what you think of it http://mp3freeonline.com/ GoodLuck joel.

November 26, 2005 at 10:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

A

November 29, 2005 at 7:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey ##NAME##, I was out searching the net today for information on ##LINK## and found this site. Even if ##TITLE## was not what I was searching for, the site got my attention. I can see why I founf this site, when I was looking for related information. Keep up the good work and thanks.

December 7, 2005 at 10:31 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ayelet Waldman what a fantastic blog page, it's nice to see a decent blog.
I'm searching for info on free download indian song when ended up on your site,
this wasn't quite what i was looking for but it is great to
see a good up to date Blog, I see why i found your site when
i was looking for free download indian song I enjoyed your page and look
forward to returning soon. Thanks for a good read,
perhaps your could come along to my site sometime http://mp3freeonline.com/
GoodLuck joel.

December 13, 2005 at 6:37 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ayelet Waldman hi there, nice to see a good content blog,
I'm looking for information on afi mp3 download this is how i arrived at
your site,this wasn't quite what i was looking for
but hey it's great to see a good up to date Blog, I see
why i found your site when i was looking for afi mp3 download
I enjoyed your page and will definitly be returning soon.
Thanks for a great read, perhaps your could come and visit
my site soon and see what you think of it http://mp3freeonline.com/ GoodLuck joel.

December 16, 2005 at 8:07 PM  
Blogger Roberto Iza Valdés said...

This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.

December 29, 2005 at 7:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The big 3 SE's really can dish up a wide variety of search results. You site came up and I was looking for baby nursery theme. I actually like your blog, but I am having the worst time finding anything exact. You know the story. Anyway, gotta run.

January 4, 2006 at 8:47 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

can i get more info?

January 4, 2006 at 9:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

good post

January 5, 2006 at 8:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nice work!...Browsing around and found your blog.

Warm Regards

air cheap flight us

January 7, 2006 at 7:16 AM  
Blogger Dale's Gmail said...

While searching for cellulite reducing I just have not had the best search results. Maybe I need to create my own blog and let others post so I can get better info on cellulite reducing.

January 7, 2006 at 11:29 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So che faccio le scelte migliori che posso a.With Respect, Susann Expose acne treatment

January 8, 2006 at 5:20 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ich bin nicht bereit, eine Verpflichtung noch zu bilden, aber ich bin zu bald bereit.Best Wishes, Griselda cash faxless loan payday

January 8, 2006 at 8:41 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering premature ejaculation cure to learn more visit premature ejaculation cure or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
premature ejaculation cure http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 9, 2006 at 4:09 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Some of the most useful information I came across today. When searching for women intercourse video , I had come across your site. Always a pleasure to see other blogs related to my site women intercourse video Keep up the great work.

January 10, 2006 at 10:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I've got a site similar to yours. It's related to large men

Drop by when you can.

January 10, 2006 at 9:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hay probablemente pocos sitios que hacen este mejor que �ste.Chiao, Katrice anxiety and overeating

January 10, 2006 at 10:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shop at your favorite stores 24 hours a day. Why go to the mall when you can shop online and avoid the traffic

January 11, 2006 at 9:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Its something how there is all this celebrity body image stuff available.Aloha, Nigel celebrity body image

January 11, 2006 at 10:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have a similar website linked to erectile dysfunction pill cheap Come by some time.
I undoubtedly fancy your site, I bookmarked it! This information is fantastic stuff.

January 11, 2006 at 2:40 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

After spending so much time looking for lemon law used cars, I just have to say thanks for the post. A

lemon law used cars isn't always easy to find the best information on. Anyway, thanks again.

January 11, 2006 at 3:06 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shop at your favorite stores 24 hours a day. Why go to the mall when you can shop online and avoid the traffic

January 11, 2006 at 8:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering retrogade ejaculation to learn more visit retrogade ejaculation or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
retrogade ejaculation http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 12, 2006 at 2:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What else do I need to know?Truly, Herlinda consolidation loan companies

January 12, 2006 at 6:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering premature ejaculation to learn more visit premature ejaculation or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
premature ejaculation http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 13, 2006 at 12:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Some of the most useful information I came across today. When searching for homemade penis enlargement , I had come across your site. Always a pleasure to see other blogs related to my site homemade penis enlargement Keep up the great work.

January 13, 2006 at 9:45 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey, you sure have a nice site here with some very interesting stuff. I have already bookmarked it.

It's a shame I spend so much time blog surfing that I often forget my own. Crazy me. :) But its so addictive and fun.

Anyway, a lot of people are trying to make cash online nowadays, so I thought I'd help you out with a site that has some great tools.

offers penis enlargement
Not bad to sit around doing nothing while your bank balance keeps growing. :)

January 13, 2006 at 9:51 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have a similar website tied to pills penis enlargement Come by some time.
I very much fancy your site, I bookmarked it! This information is terrific stuff.

January 13, 2006 at 9:55 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What are these blogs all about anyway? I was surfing looking for ohio dog training schools when I ended up here. Back to the relentless searching for ohio dog training schools.

January 13, 2006 at 4:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering premature ejaculation cure to learn more visit premature ejaculation cure or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
premature ejaculation cure http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 13, 2006 at 10:09 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

A real enlightening blog. Don't stop now. If you happen to be looking for penis enlargement supplement, I'm sure you'd be interested in penis enlargement supplement

January 14, 2006 at 2:35 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Cool blog. Love the theme. When looking for provide penis enlargement I found you in the big G. Another site I found with good info is provide penis enlargement Check it out when you get the chance. Have a good day from us here in Texas.

January 14, 2006 at 2:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was reading a paper from a university about this subject. Nice article. You know what you are talking about. Along the lines of this theme, I have a similar site information penis enlargement where more information can be found on the subject. Thanks for the bit of information you posted here.

January 14, 2006 at 2:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ik ben niet bereid om een verbintenis aan te gaan nog, maar ik ben spoedig gewillig aan.Respectfully, Araceli eating disorder graphs

January 15, 2006 at 3:27 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

While searching for anti cellulite loreal I just have not had the best search results. Maybe I need to create my own blog and let others post so I can get better info on anti cellulite loreal.

January 15, 2006 at 11:19 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering premature ejaculation cure to learn more visit premature ejaculation cure or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
premature ejaculation cure http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 15, 2006 at 11:04 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's hard to find information on stop smoking on the internet that is as accurate as yours. I had came across stop smoking that actually explains stop smoking in more depth. Cheers.

January 16, 2006 at 2:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi , I was out blog surfing looking for some info on free online dating services when I ended up on your page. Should you ever need it, you can get specific information about free online dating services at the site above.

January 16, 2006 at 1:37 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering prevent premature ejaculation to learn more visit prevent premature ejaculation or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
prevent premature ejaculation http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 19, 2006 at 1:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I came accross the term "trace adkins badonkadonk" the other day and I did not know what it was. When I search for it I found your site. Thought you might find that interesting :)

January 19, 2006 at 2:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Zu h�ren ist interessant zu mir, �ber definition of body image Informationen.Adieu, Kendall definition of body image

January 19, 2006 at 9:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering male ejaculation to learn more visit male ejaculation or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
male ejaculation http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 22, 2006 at 12:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

good information

January 22, 2006 at 1:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

what?

January 22, 2006 at 5:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering prevent premature ejaculation to learn more visit prevent premature ejaculation or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
prevent premature ejaculation http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 23, 2006 at 8:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your blog is perfect and nice, we are offering ejaculation control to learn more visit ejaculation control or Fat is a Feminist Issue. Sort of. http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html
ejaculation control http://www.manifestingpower.com/premature-ejaculation.html

January 25, 2006 at 10:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Not long ago I was diagnosed with type 2 diadetes and my doctor told me to lose weight or my life would be shortened by mant years. Being overweight most of my life I knew it was time to get serious.
Link to this site. 6 week weight loss program

January 26, 2006 at 8:30 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Lose Weight Now. Fasting, when done peoperly, can be a basoc part of a solid weight loss plan. If done correctly it can ne a great start to your new way of life.
Link to this site. teen weight loss

January 27, 2006 at 3:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

After spending so much time looking for oklahoma lemon law, I just have to say thanks for the post. A

oklahoma lemon law isn't always easy to find the best information on. Anyway, thanks again.

January 29, 2006 at 6:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

mental health chicago can be a devastating disease that affects millions of individuals and families. Find the right mental health chicago program for yourself or a loved. It will be the first day of the rest of their or your life.

You can get more assistance at http://www.healthlistings.com .

January 31, 2006 at 8:36 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Today was really one of those ordinary days where I caught myself mindlessly surfing the net, like I sometimes do. In fact, I was nearly asleep when this one site about Mortgage uk calculations woke me up! I mean, this site hit me like a ton of bricks. BAM! Literally gave me a second wind when I uncovered the wealth of information that I was truly looking for. Well, if this is up your alley, I would venture to say that you will miss out on the best info if you do not at least bookmarket it right now. And there are few websites out of hundreds that I ever bookmark.
Mortgage uk calculations

February 5, 2006 at 3:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Acne or pimples are caused by hormonal changes, wrong food habits and improper skin care. Some Acne remedies are based on herbs and natural ingredients that treat your Acne like magic and help improve the skin disorders.
Link to this site: home remedy acne zits
http://www.acne-faq.info/

February 9, 2006 at 8:16 AM  
Blogger safelists said...

Hi Ayelet Waldman, If you would like to send your ad to the best opportunity seekers please click here multi-safelist blaster.
http://www.submitterbizz.com
multi-safelist blaster

February 9, 2006 at 9:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Great Blog! Need any information on cleaning Check out my web site pet stain odor removal it relates to pet stain odor removal

February 10, 2006 at 4:28 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

There are a number of reasons for choosing natural pet foods, treats and supplies, first, use of natural consistent with a holistic view.
Link to this site: pet care pet insurance
http://pet-faq.info/

February 10, 2006 at 4:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Breed specific legislation otherwise known as "BSL" has started to sweep the world, Germany, Canada. The United States, France, and England are among the major countries that have enacted some form of breed specific law that restricts or calls for a complete ban on several breeds from existing peacefully with their borders.
IS YOUR PITBULL NEXT?
Link to this site: pet health pharmacy
http://pet-faq.info/

February 10, 2006 at 7:41 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was looking for information on lemon law cars, trying to find information in reguards to any new lemon laws and

read your site. Although not exactly what I needed it caught my attention. Many people have problems and any

new lemon law cars laws may not help them the way they expect. Anyway thanks for the read.

February 14, 2006 at 1:25 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

thanks
acne product

February 14, 2006 at 9:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

With personal debt in the US at an unprecidented level, the good news is that help is at hand for those carrying the burden, in the form of the US Debt Help Manual, produced by the (PRWEB) October 2005__The US Debt Help Manual, produced by The Debt Counsellors. is a free, no_nonsense guide.
Link to this site: credit card debt help
http://www.debt-freeonline.com

February 15, 2006 at 3:58 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nice blog, looks like you know what your doing. I just start one

and was looking at other to give me some ideas

Thank,
Pat
lower ab workouts

May 9, 2006 at 6:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Get yours FREE Today!

February 7, 2007 at 5:38 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I really like your site about best mortgage.
Good job on putting it together.
I've also got a little spot about best mortgage.
Come on over...

February 12, 2007 at 10:10 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

card e greeting mail

February 16, 2007 at 9:48 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

birthday comment happy myspace

February 27, 2007 at 6:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Great site about
make money online work at home opportunity. I am bookmarking it.
Please also visit my site aboutmake money online work at home opportunity

March 2, 2007 at 9:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

single bed

March 19, 2007 at 4:54 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Dear administrator:

Some of our comments above may include links that are no longer valid or that do not have a nofollow value. They might very well lead you today to a third party. Therefore,
I ask you, if you would be so kind, to please delete or disregard those
comments.

Many thanks and best wishes,

Iza, Roberto Iza

Muy Señores Míos:

Algunos de nuestros comentarios incluyen vínculos rotos que bien pudieran llevar hoy a una tercera persona. Por tanto, le rogamos, por favor, que los deseche o desestime.

Gracias y recuerdos

Iza, Roberto Iza

August 23, 2007 at 2:06 PM  

Post a Comment

<< Home